June 13

 I remember standing there hurting. I had just called another agent by the wrong name and she had ignored my question after. 

The day had gone well and I hadn't "messed up" until then. When I did though I felt immense pain, as if I was bad for making a mistake. 

Feels pretty shitty that something like that can ruin a great day but I noticed it. 

I also noticed that I have a hard time leaving a group of people. I want some sort of conclusion, like for example with the girl I like at work. 

I'm wearing my beige shirt and am writing this in the dorms courtyard.

I was wearing my yeezy's, grey shorts, and ll bean polo today when I had my pain moment.